Today was just horrible. Do you know how does it feel? To be acting in front of your classmates, your friends, desperately trying to convince them that you are all right when you know that you are definitely not feeling okay?Why must it be like this for me? Why not someone else?I feel just like I’m in a nightmare now. Only deep down, I know that this is more than just a nightmare. That I won’t wake up to find it all a nightmare.